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Meet Me


It all started 3 years ago, when my Soul yelled at me
while I was high on nitrous in the dentist chair...

Well, it had "started" MANY years before then, I realize now, but I was too stuck in my Masculine energy to see the signposts, hear the whispers, and feel the loving nudges telling me how to live and Love the way I was MEANT to.

But it was this moment --- getting a verbal smack from my Higher Self --- that catalyzed me into leaving the relationship that was slowly sapping my life force, that led me to finding this work,

--- and that kick-started a lightning-speed shift into my purpose, my mission,
a sudden Awakening of intuitive abilities,
and the Love I had constantly been trying to find:

 

I was just laying there at the dentist, all gassed up (I'm an awful dental patient) listening to some tunes, spacing out on the speckled tiles in the ceiling, when my Soul --- very clearly and simply rang through the haze and said,

"You're almost 37. What the fuck are you doing?"

Yeah, She swore at me. 

Even under the gas high, I could tell this was no joke, and she wasn't messing around anymore... 

Because I'd been mucking around in a relationship for 3 years, and it wasn't going anywhere ---
--- despite my best intentions and my fervent belief in his 'potential.' 

He was the second major relationship I had after I left my marriage --- a marriage which had completely shattered my sense of self, my self-esteem, my connection to my intuition, my connection to my body.

I had fun with this boyfriend, and I loved him, truly --- but it had never felt fulfilling.
I spent a lot of our 3 years together asking for (and not getting) things that I deeply needed in order to feel loved, to feel safe, to feel like we could move forward together... 

And I'd also been, fairly mindlessly, toiling in job after job after job that were... "okay"... but which weren't making me happy, either.

They weren't my passion. They didn't light me up.

I was just clocking in, and then waiting for the hours to tick by until I got to clock out...

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I spent most of my life being "Almost Happy"



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I spent most of my life being "Almost Happy"



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I had all of this "almost happy,"
not-quite-right going on everywhere in my life.

While I had healed a little bit of the parts of me that had 'died' in my marriage,
I was still giving my power away to other people, and having a hard time using my voice and speaking my truth...

I was still being who I thought people "needed me to be" in order to belong, to get approval, to be liked, or to just not be as 'different' as I felt...

I was still not really hearing my intuition ---- except when I'd had enough wine that I was effectively 'out of my own way' and had moments of clarity...

I was still not connected to my body or my passion, or feeling safe really sharing it with someone else --- again, except when I'd had enough wine, and could find my intimacy in a warm buzz... 

 

AND IT WASN'T LIKE THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAD GOTTEN THIS ALL WRONG.
"ALMOST" HAS BEEN MY STORY FOR A LONG TIME.

 

Even back in my childhood, I remember the boys I liked --- liking "the other girl." 

I was a good soccer player, but not "great"; I played Half-Back, not brave or aggressive enough to play Forward. 

I was friends with everyone, but never felt part of a tight-knit or consistent group of friends; I never felt like I REALLY belonged... not really...

 

Later, I was lied to, used, and tossed aside by the guy who just wanted my virginity. 

My first real boyfriend, when I finally trusted boys enough to try again, dumped me right after high school --- when my parents were traveling, and all of my friends had moved away to school, leaving me feeling exceptionally unwanted and "not chosen" yet again.

I had clearly said "no" to the cute boy I met at my best-friend's college, yet I froze and couldn't find my voice when he was starting to force himself onto me --- almost speaking up, almost standing up for myself.

I even got married when I wasn't really sure about it --- it seemed almost right, so we'd figure it out, right? --- 

--- and then stayed for 4 years in a marriage that ended up crushing my Soul, dimming my light, silencing my already-fledgling intuition, and disconnecting me from my body, my emotions, even my loved ones... again, almost choosing myself, but not quite.

I settled and traded myself for 'ALMOST' most of my life.

I hadn't listened to my Soul when she said, "I'm not so sure about marrying him..."
I hadn't listened to my Soul when she said, "You can do better than this guy..."
I hadn't listened to my Soul when she said, "He doesn't care about you --- don't go back to his room..."
I hadn't listened to my Soul when she said, "You are ENOUGH, exactly the way you are --- and it's okay if some people don't get it... They will..."
 

But then my Soul said, "You're almost 37, what the fuck are you doing?!" ---
--- and I finally listened. And I finally said Yes.

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then I finally said yes to who I really am...


...and everything changed.

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then I finally said yes to who I really am...


...and everything changed.

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I left the relationship.
I did some frantic, late-night Googling and I found an Archetype --- a Mythic Truth that has been buried for centuries --- that spoke to me, and said:

"THIS --- THIS IS THE KIND OF LIFE YOU'RE MEANT FOR...
THE KIND OF LOVE YOU'RE BUILT FOR...
THE KIND OF MAGIC THAT YOU'VE ALWAYS FELT YOU WERE HERE FOR..."

 

It was stumbling upon that Archetype --- one that has been buried within the psyche, the energy, the BODY of all women, and in truth all humans, for thousands of years --- that reverberated through my entire being, and has since allowed me to Remember who I REALLY am.

That has allowed me to Remember my Power.
My Grace. My Sensuality. My Pleasure. My Purpose.
My Soul. 

That has allowed me to Remember LOVE.
To come home to Love. To come home to myself.

 

And so again I followed the reverberation --- this visceral urging of my Soul --- which guided me to drop $5000 on a coach training program about this Mythic Truth, when I had no idea what coaching was, and no intention of leaving my Corporate America job. 

When I was laid off the day before that training started, again I said, "Okay. I hear you. I'm listening..."

The more I said YES to my Soul, the more I uncovered the Truth that would change my life.

The more I would Remember who I am --- a Goddess who isn't meant to live a normal, almost-happy, almost-fulfilled, almost-passionate, almost-purposeful, almost-pleasurable life... 

...that I'm a Goddess who is meant for the most MYTHIC Love and life.

 

And I'm here, receiving more and more guidance and information
from my Soul and my Cosmic Team every day,
to help you Remember that you are meant for More, too.


Click below to explore in a free call with me...

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Connect with me


Your Remembrance of your Inner Goddess is so close.
All you have to do is choose to Awaken her...

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Connect with me


Your Remembrance of your Inner Goddess is so close.
All you have to do is choose to Awaken her...

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Click below to explore in a free call with me...

There's no obligation whatsoever --- but if you feel a calling to Remember this part of yourself,

the part of you that holds your grace, your Power, your fullest access to Love

let's just connect and feel into Her together...

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