Forever continually blown away...
Woke up before my already painfully early 545am alarm and felt a strange sadness I couldn’t identify.
Why? What is this sadness?, I asked.
And I saw a spot in my waking vision that I know to be Isis. And so I asked her to be with me...
And suddenly the Huey Lewis song I heard in TJs starts playing on repeat in my mind. 😒
“Yes I’m happy to be stuck with you.”
Over and over and over.
Omgggggg Enough with the Huey already.
I was guided to read a bit in my kindle — do You Guys want me to read this Isis book?
I opened the book to where I had left off a week or so before, and this is the first thing I read:
“To begin to locate the pain of lost love is part of the function of being human. You must feel the lost part and know the human experience is loss in love. Every human experiences it in some way.
...Just now go into a relationship you have lost, and feel an emotion about it. You must just now allow yourself to connect to this emotion, and feel the loss.”
So I did.
And it was my last ex who came to mind — and I let myself let the feeling of sadness wash through from having loved him, and for him having been unable to crack open enough to truly be with me, to be truly intimate with me — even when he wished he could.
I felt it. That loss.
And it dropped in that, when I had heard that Huey song at the store, HE is who popped into my mind,
along with a wistful melancholy about the good times we shared and how I do still miss him sometimes.
He was my best friend. Something about us felt like a fun I knew from my childhood.
And I cried, knowing that this needed to come up to be healed —
— and because I’m constantly forever humbled by my Team and the weaving they do for me, around me.
That I would wake early for no particular reason.
That I would feel a strange sadness I couldn’t explain.
That I would have that song on endless, annoying repeat
That I would see Isis in my vision.
That I would be guided to read since I was awake.
That I would receive that it was the Isis book to read.
That exactly the first paragraph I would read, in the middle of the book, would be the exact answer to my wondering, and the medicine I needed.
How do you guys DO that? 😭
And suddenly this poured through from the aether:
True non-attachment comes not from an absence of feeling, but from a willingness to Love beyond loss.
There is literally, LITERALLY no end to this Magic.
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Heather Allison is a Feminine Energy and Quantum Leap Coach. She often says she was plucked out of a 'normal life' by what she calls her Cosmic Team to help women Awaken the forgotten, ancient Archetypes within so they can find the Love, Soul, Pleasure and Purpose they're meant for.
A coach, teacher, photographer, writer and the founder of Goddess Army, Goddesspreneur, Cosmic Shaman and the latest, the Golden Goddess journey, she works with entrepreneurs, healers, light workers and all soulful women who know they're meant for MORE — more Love, more Magic, more Beauty, more Flow… In journeying through her latest experience, Golden Goddess, her clients leave the shackles of the Wounded Masculine paradigm of Fear and Struggle behind, gain access to the ancient, forgotten Archetype of Goddess buried within them --- and Quantum Leap into their most Mythic Love and Destiny. Based in Seattle, she works with goddesses worldwide.