When we are desiring something so powerfully,
so intentionally, so deeply --- we can sometimes sabotage our very ability to have access to it.
Your desire is key.
It is what helps you know that a thing is for you.
It shows you that something inside of you has resonance with that 'thing, out there' that you are craving.
In other words, the thing you desire is already within you.
It's already a part of you.
It IS you, it is yours, already.
And we don't simply exist in the Feminine ---
--- it's necessary to ignite our Masculine, to take action,
to take baby or maybe steps in the direction of what we desire.
But here's where we go off course...
It does not do to take such focused, measured, resolute and defined steps that we are not allowing the Universe to do ITS part.
The Universe knows much more than we do.
It DREAMS bigger than we do.
It has access to INFINITE POSSIBILITY (well, so do we, but only when we are infinitely open to them).
And therein lies the crux for us:
Staying incredibly --- uncomfortably, even --- OPEN.
Judgment will want to say, "You can't do this," or "That's not right," or "It shouldn't happen THAT way."
Distrust will want to say, "That can't be possible," or "But what if I get hurt," or "But what if it's not right."
And so Control will step in, in its ability to big-brother these two voices, and take over so that they don't have to...
Control gets to step in with its bigness so that we don't have to know that we are being Judgmental or Distrusting, and feel bad in it.
And it says, "Not that... Not that... Not this way... Definitely none of that... That's not acceptable... This is obviously not it, so we're shutting this path down... Absolutely NOT."
And the Universe is left to find the keyhole, the eye of the needle,
in which to thread the beautiful, deep desire that you're so ready
to call in.
And so you wait.
And wait some more.
And wonder where it is.
This desire you desire so deeply --- if it's meant for you --- then why isn't it here?
My love, what I want you to know is that the Universe is TRYING.
And all it asks of you,
your only part here,
is to OPEN WIDER than it is comfortable to do.
So that it can reach you.
It dreams SO MUCH bigger than we can.
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Heather Allison is a Goddess Coach, Divine Feminine Channel and an accidental Cosmic Shaman. She was plucked out of a 'almost life' by what she calls her Cosmic Team to help women Awaken the Goddess Within and find the Love, Soul, Pleasure and Purpose they're meant for.
As a Feminine energy coach, love coach, life coach, soul coach, teacher, photographer, author and the founder of Goddess Army --- the women's journey of Awakening and Remembering our Divine Feminine magic --- she works with coaches, healers, light workers and all soulful women who know they're meant for MORE. Her passion is helping women awaken and embody their Inner Goddess archetype, and shift out of the paradigm of suffering and struggle, to find their Mythic Love and Life. Based in Seattle, she works with goddess worldwide.