Hi gorgeous, I’m Heather

One night, when I was particularly frustrated about my Love life — frustrated that I was, again, finding myself at the end of a relationship that wasn’t working — I did some middle-of-the-night googling…

There was just something that I Knew — from somewhere deeper in me than I can explain, somewhere in my Soul or my belly or my cells — I KNEW that I was here for something incredibly Beautiful.

Something more meaningful.

Something more Magical.

I COULD TASTE IT,
I COULD FEEL THE HUM OF IT IN MY BONES,

but I didn’t have any understanding of what it might be that was Calling me.

So I took to Google. Looking for answers.

And what I found changed everything…

And then, at one point, it got pretty dark.

Like, “Dark Night of the Soul” dark, if you’re familiar with those. 

I felt like there was an emptiness, a Void in my life — a feeling of “something’s missing” that I kept just trying to outrun by TRYING HARDER.
(Or by downing a bottle of cabernet, partying, and pretending that “drunk” and “fitting in” was the same as “happy and fulfilled.”)
And obviously that wasn't working, either.

BUT I KNEW "ALMOST HAPPY" + “ALMOST ALIGNED” + “ALMOST FULFILLED”
WASN'T WHAT MY LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE.

IT WAS EARTH-SHATTERING.
LIFE-ALTERING.
I COULDN’T UN-HEAR IT.

And after I heard Her voice, it’s like I Knew I couldn’t keep settling.
I Knew I couldn’t keep coasting.
I Knew I couldn’t keep messing around the way I was if I wanted the Magical life I could feel Calling me.

I Knew I couldn’t just keep waiting for something to come find me —
— I had to start looking.
I had to start Choosing it.

So this is where that middle-of-the-night googling happened.
That “I know there’s supposed to be MORE, where IS IT” kind of googling.

And it’s where I stumbled upon something that would begin
the kind of Awakening and Remembrance I could never have seen coming.

That night, I found an article about a Powerful, Ancient Feminine Energy that has been kept from us, withheld from us, vilified and rejected in us for so long. A part of us that is craving to be Remembered, embodied, brought back into and through us and back to the world. 

AND SOMETHING STARTED VIBRATING WITHIN ME. 

Something Ancient and Mythic in me recognized an Ancient and Mythic Truth.
I started buzzing, humming, with something I couldn’t identify,
something I didn’t understand, something I didn’t have words for.

So I listened.
And I followed Her invisible Calling.

I started reading, listening, devouring everything I could about this Feminine Energy.
And then I did something kind of crazy.  I decided to dive headlong into a 8 month training  to learn more about Her. This Powerful, Ancient Feminine Energy.
It was a coach training. 8 months long. It cost $5000.  And I didn’t want to be a coach — I honestly didn’t even know there was a Coaching industry at the time. I had also  never  spent that kind of money all in one place.

I really had no idea why I was doing it, except that I simply could sense there was something there,
something Powerful, that I was supposed to find.

And I was right.

"That thing" I could feel was missing, the thing I thought — if I could just find it — it would finally help me create the shift I was looking for, 
that it would help me step into the life I could feel Calling me…

She was it.

AND LITERALLY. EVERYTHING. CHANGED.

But it’s what happened right after this coach training ended that I could never have seen coming...

When I was almost 40, three months after I completed this deep-dive into this Divine Feminine work,
after I had started my business as a coach, and things were growing and going along pretty smoothly, 

I HAD A DREAM. 

In this dream, a man came to me in an Ancient, Egyptian temple
 (I can still smell the incense, and see the stone walls and the torches burning down the corridor),

and he offered to be my Teacher.

I said YES in this dream, without hesitation, and then this man guided me deeper into the temple…

My Cosmic Teacher

He guided me into a Sacred room,  showed me a Sacred book, told me something very important that  I  needed to understand about this book, and then took me outside by what seemed like a pool to meet a woman who, apparently, would be helping to train me.

(Train me for what, I had no idea. But I remember her saying something like, "It's a big deal that She's chosen you.")

And then I woke up.
I just thought it was a really cool dream, and I was in the habit already of writing my dreams down, so I wrote down all the details I could remember.
And I went about my life as usual.

UNTIL A MONTH OR SO LATER — WHEN THIS MAN, WHO I NOW CALL MY COSMIC TEACHER,
STARTED TALKING TO ME IN MY REAL LIFE.

In my waking life.  I didn't believe it at first, either — but he was gentle and persistent,  and he kept "tapping me on the shoulder," showing me things he'd shown me in the dream, leaving me breadcrumbs, making things show up in front of me exactly when I'd be asking,
"Wait... This isn't actually real, is it? You’re not actually talking to me, right?"

So finally, with a profound amount of skepticism, reluctance, Fear and Distrust — I told him I'd sit down to meditate, intentionally, and that I’d let him talk to me… As long as he followed all these rules and parameters I put in place (because I was, honestly, terrified and had no idea what was going on).

But then something incredible, Magical and deeply humbling happened:

He started Teaching me.
Just like he offered to do in the dream.

AND THE ENERGETICS AND INFORMATION
AND ARCHETYPAL PRINCIPLES HE HAS SHOWN ME

have not only changed my life,
opened my Channel, and continues to Guide me in my Path (along with my Soul)

they changed the entire trajectory of my Work,
and have become the foundation of everything I now Teach.

He, my Soul and my other Guides — collectively, I call them my Cosmic Team (or “my Team”)
continue to teach me about the Archetypal and Quantum Realms,
about our Sacred Energetics and the Sacred Geometries of the Universe;

about the true Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine,
and the Primordial Feminine or Creator Archetype
(together, they are our most Sacred Energetics, what I call the Archetypal Trinity);

about how we’re meant to work with these Energies,
as well as the Truth of our Souls,
in order to do and have and be exactly what we came here for;

about how to be the embodiment of our Divine Selves,
and therefore fast-track our Divine Destinies.

 My Devotion to Betterment

ANIMALS + THE EARTH

If you’ve followed me on social media for any length of time, you’ll see that one of my deepest Devotions — my “Sacred Rage,” if you will — is to the Animals of this planet. Whenever I’m finding myself in a funk in my business (they still happen; they will always happen occasionally, especially for entrepreneurs), I tap back into the fierce and protective energy and emotions I feel for Animals, and to my Devotion to their compassionate treatment. They are my passion, they (and this Earth) are my Why.

And so every month, I tithe a certain amount of my income to Animal and Environmental causes, charities and organizations that I feel are doing the work to uphold this. As of writing this, those have included the following:

World Wildlife Fund
ASPCA
International Fund for Animal Welfare (IFAW)
Wildlife Alliance
Center for Biological Diversity
TreeSisters
Rainforest Trust
The Humane Society
The Lion Foundation
Gorilla Doctors
The Orphan Kitten Club