This was one of the things I struggled with the most early on in my journey
This was one of the things I struggled with the most early on in my journey: Thinking I need to "know all the things" in order to have something to offer that's valuable enough.
Expert or Guru mentality.
But, first of all? I don't want to be an Expert or a Guru. Falling from those pedestals looks painful.
But second — I'm literally not ALLOWED to "deep-dive study" anything and become an "Expert" in it. Like, anything.
Because my Team wants me to Receive what THEY want me to Receive, in the way / form They want me to Receive it.
I used to wish I could have a mentor who could give me a template, a framework to work from; who could just teach me HOWWWWW to do all the things so I could "be good at it" and show up "knowing how" all the time.
Hell, I even wish I could tell you alllllllll about each of the Goddesses in each of the pantheons, or what Venus trine Mercury means (if that's even a thing), or that I could remember the specific properties of each of the crystals.
I haven't ever been given permission from my Team to memorize or study any of those things. I RARELY even get permission to finish a book, ferfuxxsake.
They want me Receptive.
They want me in Beginner's Mind.
They want me to be willing to SUSPEND my Belief in one meaning, one symbolic message, one perspective — because They want me to access Creator Energy, where it is literally always ALWAYS Both / And and Paradox.
All this to say a few things to you...
1. Stop waiting until you're ready,
or until you "know all the things."
You won't ever.
Your growing happens through the going.
2. Stop thinking you're ever
going to have it all figured out.
You won't ever.
As soon as you do, the nature of Creation Energy (i.e. of this Universe) says it's going to change beneath your feet.
3. Learn how to listen DEEPER.
To your body,
to your Intuition,
to your Ancient Wisdom.
It's not about navigating this life with your brain. Stop braining so much.
You don't need to (small k) "know" anything — you just need to learn how to know when you (capital K) Know something so you can navigate from your Soul.
ps — yes, it's uncomfortable "surfing on a wave of constant Unknown"....but holy shit is it fun to be on the Receiving end of Magic and Miracle all the time.
#SheWolf is coming again soon...
xoxo
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