What if it's all falling apart on purpose
What if it's all falling apart on purpose?
What if you're moving through a place where you're being Dissolved and Distilled? Where perhaps you're being (uncomfortably, sometimes even 'forcibly' if you will, because you certainly wouldn't have chosen this kind of Discomfort) Dissolved of the things you've been gripping onto, clinging to, operating within, Dissolved of the ways of Doing, Being and Perceiving (yourself and the world around you) so that you can be Distilled into something new.
Specifically, so that you can be Distilled
into more of what is
actually, authentically, truly YOU.
What if it's the irony of ironies, and we kind of lose ourselves and lose our Way a bit so that we can find our ACTUAL Selves and our TRUE Way.
I Know this place. And I Know how deeply... existentially... gut-wrenchingly uncomfortable it is. And how I've found my way through these places has always always always always always been by coming into even deeper conversation with my Soul, with the Invisible Realms through Shamanic Journeying, and returning to what actually really matters THERE — in the parts of us that are Internal and Eternal — that allow us to be Re-Created, if you will, into more of ourselves.
I've found — in both myself and in sooooooooo many of my clients — that it's a necessary falling-away of the 'stuff' we have been basing our Identity and our Okayness and our Worth upon that have, truly, nothing to do with those things.
Typically, this is External things. But can also be Stories, Narratives, Worldviews that are absolutely, utterly NOT of our Soul or of our Essence.
To put this really bluntly: Sometimes we are squeezed. Until we let go of what we're squeezing onto so tightly that was never going to give us our full, true, Essence Selves in the first place.
And while I can't promise that that's always what's at play, I can tell you that it's something I have seen time and time and time and time and time and time again in my clients — and I've seen them emerge on the other side going, "Holy fkg shirt, that was brutal. And I get it now. I see it now. It was never going to work that way. It was never going to be ME that way. And I am SO much more Me than I have ever, ever, ever been."
And it's not because they figured out how to make this Unraveling, this Dissolving, this Undoing STOP — it's because they deepened into the underbelly of what wanted to be found in the Depths, in the Shamanic Realms, in the Feminine, in the Void, and from their Soul.
In other words, they let themselves let go a bit more (and a bit more) of what they THINK things are supposed to look like and they let themselves be Guided back Home to themselves by braille. By what they sense and Receive through Felt Knowing and vibrational Truth — and not by what 'makes sense' or their own Expectations.
I'm seeing this so much right now. It's coming up on so so so so so many of my calls with clients.
And, for me,
I believe it's Initiatory.
A necessary prying of our grip off the old, Wounded Ways especiallyyyyyyy for those of us who are here to bring in a New Way, and return to the more Sacred Ways so that we can free ourselves from the grips of the Machine.
Because if it can't keep its grip on US — then it can't keep tossing us around and making us stay beholden to its games.
But we have to let go first.
It's not going to, not willingly. So we have to (either Willingly or Unwillingly) let go of the bull-shirt even though it's GOING to be uncomfortable so we can touch, and Create with, what's True.
xoxo
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