Ego Death is Nauseating

An update on the #Weird over here....
 

I "came out of the Woo closet" just over a year ago, sharing here --- publicly --- about all the "weird" shit I'd begun experiencing since my 'Awakening' 2.5 years ago:

Talking to my Soul.... Conversations with a "dead guy" on the other side... Visions and dreams and animal guides and messages about energy, aliens and geometry...

Well, there's MORE now.
(Because: INFINITE. There will always be More.)

And I'm feeling called to drop in with visibility again --- because I still struggle with letting this part of myself be SEEN.
 

I'm still terrified you'll think I'm crazy.
(I'm not. Things are clearer and more aligned for me than they ever, ever, ever, EVER have been.)

I still get scared of feeling like the weirdo.
(I imagine I'm just going to have to get used to it.)
 

I fear some of you will worry about me, will think I've "lost it," or will simply walk away because it's "too weird."

(I'm MORE than fine, I would argue that I've FOUND it, and I understand if you have to walk away.)

But, apparently some more Ego Death is on order today. 
(great.)

😬 

And I'm being asked to hold the space of my own experience, my own Truth, with more Power and more Compassion ---

--- instead of continuing to hide a bunch of it from everyone out of Fear.
(ugh.)

✨

Here goes....

There's another "dead guy" I talk to.

There's the ability to feel information in my physical body, sometimes, that tells me more about what I call the Wound Pattern in my clients --- a twinge in my back or a pain in my shoulder will tell me more about where and how this Wound was formed, and how to help them unravel it.

There are conversations with an expansive "pantheon" of Guides, from various "Realms" — including the Nature / Elemental Realm —  who bring through differing flavors of information and understanding.

(Things I didn't know I'd ever believe in.)

I've started hearing voices in liminal space --- that place halfway between sleep and waking --- which usually only get in one sentence, because I still get startled by it and shoot wide awake.

{It used to be single words, so this is progress. 😉 }

My Team speaks to me often in song snippets --- dropping a sudden, specific melody into my head, out of nowhere, so that I go look up the lyrics from that particular verse and see what they're saying to me.

{Kind of hilarious when it happens --- and they're sometimes kind of smart asses.}

And I've started seeing --- just recently --- small, translucent orbs of white light, which seem to especially like to hang out around my cat, Griffin.

😑

I have a headache just flirting with this today, and I can feel myself not wanting to hit post on this....

But I know that part of the reason I've been given these tools in the first place is that I'm being asked to help us

Come back into the Remembrance of our OWN Infinity...

The power all of us have to understand this world in ways we've never been given permission to;

the ability to see beyond what's been conditioned and cultivated for us by those who want us to stay blind,
those who profit off of us staying blind;

the Knowing that every single part of us is Magic, and nothing to hide away, judge, Shame or be scared of.

To normalize what "normal" means by marrying it with the Weird --- so that we get to know ALL PARTS of ourselves, our abilities, our world ---

--- and get to Co-create with all that's available to us.

{Ego Death is nauseating}

xoxo

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