Choose whose voice you're going to listen to
I want to reflect to you what I know you are already feeling,
in your heart of hearts, somewhere in the depth of your bones:
That there is a battle going on in you between what your heart desires, what your Soul is calling you to, what you know is possible for you....
...And what your mind wants to label, define, deconstruct, make sense of, control, and shut down because it CAN'T control.
And I want you to really truly hear me here (as I am writing this, I just looked up and saw the number 11-111, and I know that this is a truth that needs to come through me to you):
The only thing that is standing in your way here,
the only thing that is going to clear the path for all that you want,
all that you desire ----
--- is your CHOOSING.
And your willingness to COMMIT to continuing to choose that again and again and again.
You have a choice here of who to believe; of who to serve:
Your Soul, your highest self, your heart? Or your mind.
Your Feminine or your Masculine.
Your discomfort or your control.
Choose whose voice you're going to listen to.
And yes, it is absolutely that easy. Not that it's DONE once you've chosen --- because you have to KEEP choosing, and keep listening --- but yes, it is that easy: you just have to commit to choosing it.
Do you want to listen to the voice that says you can't?
Do you want to listen to the voice that says that Love or your deepest desire isn't for you?
Do you want to listen to the voice that says stay closed, stay small, stay 'safe' because it's more comfortable?
Or is it time to tell those voices to have a time-out?
That your Soul knows that Love is for you ---- that it's ALWAYS known that Love is for you.
That you don't believe in "impossible," and you don't buy into the idea that your dreams and your timing has to look like ANYONE else's.
That you are sick of staying closed, small and in a false notion of 'safe' because it's not working anymore... and you're taking over here.
It's your time. It's your choice. And you believe in MORE.
Choose, my love.
Not from the place of Fear that I know is welling up right now, and wanting to fight, and wanting to say "But...," and feels so scared of letting go of the wheel...
...but from the place that has been there, waiting for you to exhale, waiting for you to put down your arms pushing against everything around you...
...Waiting for you to hear Her, waiting for you to see Her, waiting for you to choose to be embraced by Her.