Clearing out
This is something I've been feeling into a lot this week...
It's come up in multiple channels, and all pointing to the same thing for me:
I need to clear out this egoic tendency to wear this mask.
The mask I wear that allows me to feel 'normal,' like everyone else;
that allows me to fit in.
The one that feels self-conscious when I know my boyfriend's cousin thinks I'm a hippie.
The one that still shrugs into her shoulders when she talks about what she does with people who probably won't get it.
The one that's still hiding behind the veil of her private Facebook group and private-client-door to share her REAL self, her REAL depth, instead of shouting it on her business page and personal profile.
The one who's still working up the courage to be seen more on video.
Because the truth of the matter is: I'm not like everyone else.
I play in cosmic energies.
I dance with reawakening archetypes.
I hear messages and Mysteries from my Soul, from my Cosmic Teacher, from Goddess.
I feel information in my body, from my crown to my toes; and deeply within my pelvic bowl.
I cry at least weekly.
I coach from what feels like sexual, creational energy.
I get off on the Woo, the weird, the wondrous.
I'm not perfect, I don't have everything figured out, and I have a visceral calling to SERVE the awakening women of this world as they hear their own calling to rise into their greatness, their power, their LOVE.
That is what I'm clearing out.
That is what I'm burning out.
That is what's throwing tantrum after tantrum as I offer it up to ego-death and transmutation into what I am at my core, and who I'm meant to be in my fullest expression as a Soul.