I used to have this visceral Energetic experience

I used to have this visceral Energetic experience of "spinning" that would happen to me every once in a while. We're not talking dizziness or vertigo (which I've had), rather, a total-spiraling-vortex-of-energy kind of 'spinning'. The kind of spinning that, honestly, kinda felt like I was some kind of spaceship in the throes of taking off of the planet.

This used happened to me OFTEN.

Usually it was during energy healing sessions or meditation, or other times I'd have my eyes closed and be in a really relaxed, released, internal state. I could very clearly feel when it was about to start happening, and mostly — because I didn't really know what was happening — I skirted the edge of "wow, this is cool" and "what the HELL is this?"

It never actually felt SCARY, the feeling — it never really felt dangerous. But I did have Fear creep up because it was very Unknown, I didn't know what it was, it obviously didn't feel very Grounded, and I didn't know what was going to happen if I allowed it to continue. Fear usually won out, and I would snap back to non-spinning, free to complete my session or meditation in stillness.

I asked a lot of intuitives, healers, practitioners what it was, what it meant — I wanted to understand. Nobody had any answers for me. And it wasn't until several years ago — way before my Spiritual Awakening — when I was in a group facilitated by my then-mentor, and she was leading us through a meditation, that I found out what it was — because she called me out for leaving the room. Literally.

In the middle of her meditation,
I started feeling that familiar
spinning 'vortex-y' feeling again.

But this time, Knowing I was safe, because she was holding this space and the Energetics of it — and her Channel is SO Grounded, SO deeply Embodied, and SO impeccably in integrity — I let it happen.

...when suddenly she said,

"Stay here, Heather."

I kind of cocked an eye open and looked at her. She hadn't called out anyone else in the room, she hadn't even said anything to anyone else directly in the room at all — just me. I thought it was kind of funny, and just went back to my meditation. I closed my eyes again, getting back into the meditation, and then the spinning started again.

Right at that moment — the second it started again — she said, "Seriously, Heather, stay here..." I asked her what that was about after class, and she said, "You were going astral. You were leaving the room — and with this exercise it was important for you to stay here, grounded in."

...

This stuff is, by now, no stranger to me. The stories I could tell you NOW — things I experience with my Soul, with my Cosmic Team of Guides and Helpers, in Shamanic Journeying, in Dreamspace, in Healing Sessions, with clients, etc... I look back at this sweet little story from soooo many years ago, and I see that it was all just beginning.

And also?

That 'spin' doesn't happen anymore.

Not since I stopped thinking that tapping into my deepest Intuition, Energetics, Healing abilities and Wisdom was about "going out" and started deepening into ME as the wellspring of Wisdom, started deepening into my body, opening into my lower Chakras, and Becoming the one who senses, feels, Knows, Receives, instead of ever needing to "go out there" to access anything.

I have had many clients telling me they experience something similar, and now I get to walk them through how to navigate it.

And what I Know of this process now, and the difference between "going out there to access" and Receiving HERE is how much CLEARER your Intuition will be, how much more SOLID your Sovereignty and Energetic Hygiene will be, and how much less susceptible you will be to confusing / misleading information, Energetics that aren't for you, and Guidance that isn't actually TRUTH for and from your Soul.

Mystics who want Clarity, the ability to Trust your Channel deeper, greater connection with your Guides & your Soul, and REAL pure Alignment with what you're meant for — Cosmic / Shamanic and Golden Goddess are the spaces for you.

Mystics in the Making?

Same for you... I have women all the time who want to dive straight into the DEPTHS of this Work, even in the beginning of their journey. It's a gorgeous way to drink deeply and start your Remembrance with the Cleanest Energetics. Or you can start with the introductory Mini Course - Channel, or the deeper Mini Course - Soul Guided.

Let's make some Magic.

xoxo

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Heather Allison is a Divine Feminine Shaman + Energy Repatterning Coach for women.
Diving into any of her courses will allow you to shift out the Wounded Paradigm and Energy Patterns that are keeping you stuck — and help you step into deep Love and Sensuality, Soulful Success and Abundance, your Intuitive and Mystical abilities, the Bliss and Freedom you were actually BUILT FOR.
Your ability to Manifest your Destiny lies in the Ancient Feminine Power within you. It's time to let Her Awaken.

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