How Do You Prioritise YOU?

I'm feeling so in Love.
It hasn't always been this way.
This work has helped me fall in love with myself in a way I have never realized was possible.

For the past 3 years, I have transmuted Wound after Wound, Fear after Fear, self-judgment after self-judgment,
area after area where I was giving my Power away to others, to what's outside of myself, to everyone else.

I've Come Home.

I've found my Soul. I've learned how to listen to her, how to follow her guidance, how to embody her;

I've learned my Mission here, I've taken step after step after step in Service of it, even when I've been scared shitless;

I've transmuted Fear after Fear in doing exactly all of that 👆🏽so that I could keep going,
so that I could keep stepping into what I'm meant for.

But somewhere along the away,
I forgot about ME.

I forgot about my body, about this beautiful vessel,
I started ignoring her pleas, her requests for more attention, more Love, more care.

My adrenals failed. My cortisol tanked. My hormones protested.
My body held onto everything for dear life --- because I wasn't giving her anything.

And I finally started listening.

They knew that's what it would take — my Team knew I wouldn't start listening until I felt like utter SHIT.

And so, when I felt like utter SHIT,
when my body felt her worst, when I felt deeply ill,
and even more deeply NOT myself,

I turned toward her. And I prioritized her. And yesterday, I gave her an

ENTIRE DAY all dedicated to her:

I got naked. Literally.

I sat in front of the mirror, seeing her and Loving her fully,
telling her how beautiful she is, devoting myself to her --- and to Me --- again.

I pleasured her several times. I slept when she felt like sleeping.
I danced when she felt like dancing. I sat in stillness when she felt like sitting.

And today --- I'm SO IN LOVE.
Not just with my body, and with Me, but with everything.

It's not all "perfect." Nothing is --- ever.
And it's exactly there where it IS perfect. When we let it be.

I feel more full, more filled, more beautiful,
more supported, more held --- spiritually, physically, emotionally, by everything.

One of the Wounds I'm here to heal is the deep and systematic Abandonment of the Feminine ---
--- and so of course this is another layer of this Wound I have had to see deeply, feel deeply, and heal deeply.

And I'm so grateful.

In her sickness, she spoke to me of her Power.
And she showed me how to be an even more Powerful vessel for my Soul,
and for the work that is going to help you Come Home, too.

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