This blows my ever-loving mind.
The other day — after a particularly potent meditation in which a certain Symbol and a certain Guide had come up again for me...
...I felt the nudge to go look up a certain "random" (it's never random) word in my journal.
I write urrrrrrrrrything down.
On paper — when it needs to flow out of me without bypassing my 'monkey mind' quite as much, and when I want to really Anchor into the Manifest...
…but even more, I write it down digitally — dreams, visions, downloads, messages, the appearances of Guides and Teachers, etc. — so that I can do exactly this: search for them later.
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The word I was guided to search for was "sistrum."
If you're not familiar — it's the musical instrument associated with the goddess Hathor, in the Ancient Egyptian pantheon.
She wasn't my Guide that day,
nor was the Symbol I saw that day connected to her, nor to music.
So — because APPARENTLY my inner critic and rational mind are still very much alive (even though this shit happens ALL the time, lol)
— I furrowed my brow, confused, "Why sistrum?" — and then searched anyway.
Of course.
What I found would have me sobbing in humility, wonder, awe and deep Surrender within a moment:
What I found — in the same day as the first journal entry that featured the word "sistrum," which was over a year ago —
was also the first time that particular Symbol had shown itself to me in Shamanic Journey,
and it was also the MONTH BEFORE that particular Guide had shown herself to me for the first time.
They do this often, my Cosmic Team. Tell me to go find something that I think is just some random, wild goose chase of a search — in order to Weave together the threads that They'd started to Weave months, even a year, before.
And it always.
always.
always.
ALWAYS.
still blows my ever loving mind.
Sobbing, I'm constantly asking,
"HOW DO YOU GUYS DO THAT???!!!" 😭 🙏🏼
And I found myself writing this in my journal (by hand, because it wanted to flow through):
This is one of those moments I’m so overwhelmed and in awe at the ineffability of all of this — the downloads, the Weaving.
I’m stunned. I hear myself think / say to myself:
“This is so stunningly, overwhelmingly Beautiful, so impossibly perfect, I wish I could describe and explain this to people — but it’s so complex, it would never make sense.”
And it strikes me, just then,
that that’s how it always feels in Mysticism,
in the Mystery, in Cosmic Consciousness…
in Revelation.
I wish I could show you.
I really, really, really wish I could just simply show you.
All I can do is help you see it for yourself.
xoxo
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